I have the internet!

I now have the internet - whoo hoo! This now means hours of wasting time instead of doing things I should - what's new?!

Hmm, what is new? Well, I have a new laptop, which means I can chat to people while watching the tv! Unfortunately, I'm still on dial-up so it's extremely slow!!

Work has been hard for me lately. I have just started my mini-rotation of scouting and it's been hard. I'm not quick enough and now matter how many times I say that, they still think I should be better at it, even though I've never done it before. Had a few tears last week. Hopefully this week will be better... :) I guess it's only going to get harder though because then I have to scrub, which is probably one of the most important and challanging nursing duties one has to do. We'll see how that goes! The thing that gets me is that I'm supposed to be buddied, but I always get left to fend for myself at the most critical times, so then I'm running around in a panic, and they're like, 'Come on, you've gota be quicker than that'....How can I be, there's thousands of insrtuments with complicated names and mountains of paperwork to learn!!!! Anyway, that's enough about that. Just pray for peace and calmness for me this week!!

What else have I been up to? Not much! I've bought all my household appliances so now I'm actually saving money (only to spend on useless things....like DVDs)!! 10 hour days don't leave me a lot of time for socialising, but I manage my share! I made myself go to church here in Bathurst this morning. It's not that I didn't want to go, it's just that I'm painfully shy and hate going to places for the first time without some sort of support! But I made myself and I'm glad I did, because it was really good. I still love my one back home and will be annoying them as much as possible (!), but it's nice to know I can go here too when I can't make it back home. I've already got an invitation for dinner! It's nice to be made welcome. The only downside is that there doesn't seem to be anyone there my age, but still that's not a real big problem.

Anyway, that's about it. Have a good week guys (or month...depending on when I get on here next!!).